I am CamMy!!!

2005-04-11T21:43:00.000+08:00

ok...... so today is my b-day...... i'm so hapy talaga!!!!!! hndi ko na feel ung ganung hapiness for a long time..... kasi.... i was alwys wit my family......... la lang.... minsan lang kasi ako maging hapy pag kasama sila e...... la lang......... pero i just try not to thnk about the things that's happening..... eniweiz!!! basta!!!!! first pumunta kmi ng starbucks..... tapos nakta ko si ej, marvin and.,....... ndi ko kilala ung iba e...... :):):):) basta!!!!!! tapos dumating na si jc..... la lng... tapos kumain kami sa spaghetti factry kung saan may malaking....... pepper something...... basta@!!!@@@!!! nakakagulat kasi un e!!!!! nakakatawa!!! ang laki kasi!!!!! pero ndi ko naubos food ko kasi busog pa aq!!!!! hehehe..... bad grl tlga!!!!! :):):):):):) tapos nanaood na kami ng movie!!!!!! hide and seek...... nakakagulat lang xa pero ndi nakakatakot!!!!! :):):):) hehehe.... basta!!!! ang kulit ni jc!!!!! ndi aq makapagconcentrate kea..... nainis ako..... basta!!!! tapos sumakit din ung neck ko!!!!! .... la lang..... then..... nagpahenna sila kim, monica and nadz,.... hehehe nakakatawa sila!!!!1 :):):):):) basta!!!!! ang sea!!!!!! tapos dumating ung ate ni jc and bf ng ate nia!!!! la lang...... nahihiya kea aq!!!!!! :):):) la lang.... bsta !!!!! ang preety ng ate nia!!!!!! ang puti!!!! pati din ung boyfriend~!!!!!! gwapo!!!! :):):):) hehehhe la lang.,.......... tapos noon umuwi na si jc....... tapos nakta namin c blanch nd melissa..... so nag join forces na kami!!! :):):) hehehe la lang.... :_:):):):) basta!!! ang sya ko!!!! hndi ko na naisip kung ano ssbhn ng ibang tao dhl ang lakas ng boses ko!!!! ok!!!!!! then we ate na ate fridays!!! and naexpress ko ung feelingz ko!!!!1 la lang.... naiinis kasi aq e!!!!! basta!!!! ang sya!!!!! prang nakuha ko na lahat ng gs2 ko except for cellphone!!!!!! hehehehe may bago p aqng shoes..... nd bnigyan din aq ng t2 k ng money!!!!! la lang/..... ang sya!!!!! :):):):) super!!!!!1 this is the happiest day of my life!!!!!! oo nga pla!!!!! ung shrt ko!!! hulog ng hulog!!!! la lang.... nakikita 2loy bra ko!!!!! hehehe:):):) la lang..... tapos..... noong paalis na kami.... ung grl sa picture card sabi ang ganda ng shoes ko!!!!! hehehe.... la lang.... just sharing!!!!!! i hope to be as happy as today everyday!!!!! :):):):) la lang.... thanks kim,nadz,mon mon, blanche, melissa, jc, ej, marvin, and somehow my family for making me the happiest grl today..... thank you so much!!!!! :):):):):) but tommorroe!!!!!! hope to still be happy!!!!!!!!! thanks guys!!!!!!

2005-04-09T21:40:00.000+08:00

ok.,.,. so today..... i was a bit sad in the mall... kasi naman e....... iniinis ako nila jet, steff and dady..... pikon pa naman ako.!!!! ehehehehe... la lang... tapos para hndi na ako maging sad nagpahenna nalang kami ni daddy.... tapos hapy na ulit ako.!!! la lng..... :):):):) thats about it!!!!!! :):):):)

2005-04-04T17:10:00.000+08:00

OK...... ang tagal ko ng hndi nagpost!!!!!!! haaaaay!!!!! la lang... katamad kasi e.....la lang... eniweiz!~!!!!!!! lam nio ba kahapon..... umalis yaya namin!!!!! la lang... as in!!!!!! pag punta nia ng church hndi na xa bumalik sa house namin!!!!!!!!! hehehe..... :(:(:(:(:(:( ang sad nga eh!!1 la lang... :(:(:( pero k lang..... as long as may bago na kaming yaya ngaun.. satisfied na ako!!!!1 la lang..... ang galing kasi e/..... nadala nia lahat ng gamit nia1!!!!!! ang dami kea nun!!1 hehehe... la lang.... :):):) eniweiz!!!!! lam nio ba malapit na bday ko!!! as in 7 days nalang!!!!! ang saya!!! sna nga may phone na aq e... sana din hndi na aq grounded... hehehe :):):) ok.....

2005-03-29T12:45:00.000+08:00

ei!!!!!! oki..... ang tagal ko ng hndi nagpost d2 ha??? la lang... eniweiz!!!! last sunday we went to intramuros...... we toured there and i found only a cute guyz..... well.. they were rockerz!!!! so cool!!! so fun!!!!! so cute!!!! well.... we rode the kalesa and it was fun we went all around intramuros.... there were bands too.... but we had to eat in this parang... "turo turo" wich i hated but i had to eat!!!! eeeeewwwwwwww!!!!!!!! disgusting!!!!! we were suppose to eat at via mare but it was already closed!!! too bad..... i just ate some sago gulaman and very very little rice and bbq...!!!!! eewwww!!!! but that was fun and cool!!!!!! :):):):)

2005-03-26T18:59:00.000+08:00

Ok….. this is our fourth and last day!!! We went home!!!!1 hehehehehe :>:>:>:>:> my dad told me 1 o’clock~~~~!!!! After lunch we would go hme… but it turned out to be 4…… I cried bec I really wanted to go home…. So we went home…. Oh.. I forgot…. There was this cousin of my dady who called me and said that she knows my secret!!!!!! I said what secret???? She said that I have a boyfriend!!!!! I asked her who told her!!! She said my dad!!!! My heart beated so fast and didn’t know what to do….. but I still denied it…. Bec I thought only my fucking mom knew that!!!!! Whew!!!!!!! She told me that there was nothing bad about that… my dad was only scared that I might pick the wrong guy!!!!!! Heheheh I wanted to say!!!!! HELLER!!!!!! Im only 13!!!!! Thirteen!!!!! So far from marriage…… but hopefully!!! I would marry jc!!!!! :>:>:>:>:> hehehe…… joke!!!!!!! Wel… I was shocked that my dad knew that!!! That was really fun!!!!!!!!!

2005-03-25T18:59:00.000+08:00

Wel!!!! This was our third day!!!!! They swam again the whole day and at night we went to the procession!!! There were more people this time!!!!!!! People kept on asking “do you have a boyfriend?”…. of course.. I wanted to say yes but I couldn’t… I said no…. sorry jc but…..i had to do that……. So that I wouldn’t be in trouble…… well… people that time treated me better… they didn’t snob me.,….. they were very friendly…… im talking about my college second cousins….. hehehe they even offered me some gulaman and talked to me….. that was fun…… hehehhe :>:>:>::> so I was closer with more people!!!! After the procession we went to church…. We just passed by….. with my second cousin again… the ones closer to me even before!!!!! When we were going out there was this guy who offered me flowers!!! I was snobbing him as if I didn’t hear him!!!!1 that wasn’t my style!!! I wouldn’t accept that!!!! Hehehe eniweiz!!!! Good thing my cousin was there and covered me!!!! :>:>:>:>:> so after that we slept for the next day to come…. The day we would go home!!!!!

2005-03-24T18:58:00.000+08:00

So this is our second day!!!! Me and my yaya didn’t really do anything!!! We slept and ate most of the time!!! My cousins and siblings swam the whole day again and did fear factor which caused wounds on their foots!!! Hehehe….Me and my dad went around angeles and sanfernando because I wanted to go to a mall where it was air conditioned!!! I was really spoiled and a bratt!!! Hehehe!!!! Too bad we couldn’t find one!!! Every mall was closed!! Even internet café…!!! Hehehehe then at night we did the so called “bisita iglesia” well…. We went to more than seven churches with my grandparents, dad, siblings and younger cousins…. On our fourth church my cousins fell asleep in the car so it was just me and my grandparents!! Well!!! I pryed too….. I prayed for my family even though I was so angry with them!!!!! and I wish my parents were together and my mom wont forget that she still has children!!!!!!!! She didn’t want to talk to me when we called her!! She said “ I have to go” what kind of mother was she!!!!?? A mother fucker!!!!! Joke!!!!!! Hehehhehe I really hate her!!!! I hate this family because they just make me feel confuse and not secure!!! Anyweiz!!!!!!! I wanna forget about that crap!!!!! So….. I also heard my lola praying!!!!! It touched my heart because she was praying also for us….. her grandchildren!!!!!! She also prayed for her health and life!!! She is really great and very religious!!!!!!!! She also talked in “kapampanggan” I don’t know why she did that but maybe because she didn’t want us to understand her prayer… but I could speak and understand a bit of that dialect…… she prayed for her life and felt sorry and thankful… she also wished she would live longer!!!! I was really really touched…. When we went home my cousins and siblings woke up!!!! They made a campfire outside!!!!!! They barbequed a frog!!!! So disgusting!!!!! But it was fun too!!!! they were waiting for my cousin from hongkong to come but they felt sleepy and couldn’t wait for them!!!!… then I slept and waited for another wonderful day coming!!!!! ;>;>:>:>:>:>

2005-03-23T18:57:00.001+08:00

Ok… so today we went to our province in pampangga,,, it was a bit fun there and a bit boring too… I really didn’t know what to do!!! This was our first day It was absolutely positively very boring!!! Didn’t take it!!!! I just slept the whole day…. My cousins and siblings swam the whole day!!!And at night we went to the procession!!!! That was about it!!! :>:>:>:> nothing really fancy or interesting!!!

2005-03-23T18:57:00.000+08:00

2005-03-21T20:46:00.000+08:00

ok!!! today is our recognition day!!! i'm so happy!!! as in!!! pero a bit sad kasi bumaba grades ko!!! from 92.8 naging 88.something!!! basta anyweiz!!! ok din kasi nag shopping aq!! hehehe!!! la lang.... :):):):):) so happy!!!!! basta!!! and oo nga pala!!!!!! after my b-day pwede na aq lumabas!!!!! pero once a month nga lang... pero ok pa rin!!! all i need is a cellphone!!!! reelly miz having a phone!! hehe!! ok bye!!! :):):):)

2005-03-20T10:13:00.000+08:00

ok!!! so i just like to say thanks to everyone who tagged and made me feel better!! love you guys!!! :):):) you know?? the things that happend last friday and sat made me a bit happy and forget all my fu--ing problems!!! hehe!!! thanks also to the people who made me feel better!! la lang1!!!! hehehe :):):):):) how many days till my birthday????? lost count!!!! hehehe :):):):) thanks too eesah for greeting me!!! :):):) love yah!!! :):):)

2005-03-19T17:05:00.000+08:00

ok!!! so this is our second day in subic!!! really a bit boring!!!! our dad left us for the mornin kasi he nided 2 go to tha auction!!! that was really a bit fun!!! ok!! so after that we went to tha beach!!! it was a bit boring and fun!!! so... i thought it would be sunny and i didnt have plans of swimmin do i didnt bring extra clothes or bathing suit!!! darnit!!!! it wasnt sunnny at all!!! i wanted to swim!!! hehehe!! badluck!!!! so i just became the camera man and i just wet my foot on the water and play with the sand with mah foot!! heheh!!! i've learned my lesson!!! :):::):):)

2005-03-18T21:57:00.000+08:00

ei!!!! today we're here in subic!!!! hehehe!!! la lang... una feeling ko boring pero k lang.... you know nag go karting kami!!! asa in !!! super fun!!! una kala ko pwede kmi magbanggaan ng brother ko!!! tapos bigla kaming stinop!!! hehehe!!!!! kasi naman no!!! gusto ko maging so fast!!!!!!!!!!! gusto ko ng action or sumtin!!! hehehe la lang!!!! eniweiz!! it's fun ere!!!!

2005-03-17T14:58:00.000+08:00

ok..... hehehe... la lang.. magpopst na nga aq dito!!! la ksi aq masabi e!!!! la naman kasi nagyayari maxado sa life ko kasi!!! la lang.... grounded kasi!!! forever na ata aq grounded eh!!! argh!!! nakakainnis talga 2ng life n to!!!! basta!!! super!!! eniweiz!!! i wanna forget about all that shit!!! hehehe... malapit na birthday koh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! heheh just lost the count of how manny days till mah bday!!!!!!!!! kasi naman noh!!! parati nalang aq naiinis!!! eniweiz!!!!!! hope you tag ere in mah blog!!! :):):)

2005-03-13T14:48:00.000+08:00

wel... i just finished mah brother's reviewer coz malapit na exams nila!!! i mean... tomorrow na pala!!! ngek!!! heheheh.. ang hirap talaga!!! la lang..... nasan na kea mga bestfriends ko????? la lang... ope to watch a gig!!! hehehehe la lang... :):):):):):) 29 days to go b4 mah b-day!!!hehehe

2005-03-12T20:27:00.000+08:00

ok!!!! la lang... you know??? i dont know how to feel today!!! parang ewan!!! basta!!! as days go by pagulo ng pagulo ang world ko!!! as in!!! but that's how to be PAULINA!!!! parating magulo ang buhay!!! parating!!!!!! basta!! nakakainis!!! i cant express how i really really really feel!!! hehehe!! ang gulo gulo!!! please help me GOD!!!! la lang... ano ba yan?? ang drama??? parang maalaala mo kaya!!! hehehehe.... la lang...!!! basta!!! i wish i was someone else!!! sana!!!! please help me!!! i miz mah frendz!!! miz mah boyfriend!!! pero... parang ayaw na nia sa akin eh!!!! basta!! lam ko!! never na xa magtatag dito!!! ewan!!! basta!! parang ayaw na nia sa akin!!! ewan!! ang gulo!!! basta!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!! NAKAKAINIS!!!!!! SUPER!!!!!!!!! ANO BA TOH!!!!!! la lang... basta!!!!!! la lang..... sana.... lam mo na!! i really really want to be someone else!!! as in!!!!! cge na nga!!! bye!!!!!!! baka maiyak pa aq!!!! ::):):):):):):):):):):)

2005-03-11T18:59:00.000+08:00

ei!!! you know!!! la lang.... kasi !!! happy aq ngaun!!! !hehehehe THREE MONTHS NA KAMI NI JC!!!! EHEHEHEHE la lang.... .this is so amazing and unbelievable kasi.. for the first time na feel koh na.... you know.... basta!!! cant dezcribe dah feelin!!!! hehehe... really love him xo xo xo xo xo much!!! he makes me feel complete and.... everything!!! basta he's the 2 1/2 best person in my life... kasi ung other half belongs to my most bestest best friends in the world!!! kim... monica,,,,, nadz;;;;;; la lang... basta they all make my life zooooooooo complete!! of course the first is God who gave me these people!!!!! love them!!!!!! love Him!!!! :):):):):):):) basta!!! I LOVE JC JC JC JC JC JC JC JC JC JC JC JC JC JC JC JC JC JC JC!!! THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEIN THERE FOR ME!!!! kahit na im down or up!!! thanks for everything!!! hope you feel dah same way wit me!!! love yah xo much!!!!! super!!!!!

2005-03-10T15:32:00.000+08:00

wel... la lang.. hndi na boring ngaun kasi... pumunta kami ni momi and steff (my sister) sa glorietta;.... la lang... eniweiz!!! i really want to go out wit mah frendz!!! la lang.... feel ko lang.. oo nga pala.. i forgot.. kailangan ko pa maginquire para dun sa voice lessons in yamaha.... la lang... u know??? kasama ko si kim dun.... hehehhejhehehhe... la lang.... :):):): cge.... that's for now!!!! :):):):) byerz!!! :):):)

2005-03-09T15:48:00.000+08:00

welll last day ng classes namin ngaun!!! yehey!!!! super hapi!!! no more hw..... quizess.. test... exams and those m-------f------- teachers!!! yehey!!! joke!!!!! pero sad din kasi magiging secluded aq dito sa house!!!!!! :(:(:(:(:(:( hate it\!!!!! hate this crap!!! hate this s--t...!!! joke!!! ano ka ba naman paulina??? puro bad words>>>>>????? nakakainis!!! hndi na nga aq magbabadwords!!!! hehehe.. la lang.. sana mag tag na kau d2!!! please!!! hope din that i can put more pix here!!! ok~!!! thanks!!! :):):):)

2005-03-07T11:52:00.000+08:00

well... ngaun exams namin.. pero aq si ms. pasaway eh... kea nagiinternet pa rin... hndi.. joke... kasi rest muna aq.. kadadating ko lang kasi eh... eniweiz.. un lang for now... love yah all!!!! JC!!! mag tag ka na nga!!!!!

2005-03-05T12:17:00.000+08:00

wel.. ngaun... boring... as in!!! la lang... pero k lang... kelangan ko kea magaral for the exam on mondaY!!!! kainis!!! ayaw ko pa naman magaral!!! pero k lang... cge!!! un lang...

2005-03-04T18:05:00.000+08:00

well tagal ko nang hndi nagpopost dito ha?????? nakakamis!!! la lang... eniweiz!!! ang daming nangyari sa akin this week!!! whew!!! as in!!! la lang... first yung fashion watever!!! la lang... kainis talaga un!! pero k lang kasi naging parang... watever!!! basta award for confidence watever!!!?? king ano man un?? nakalimutan ko na eh!!!! basta!!! parang ayaw ko maging girl!!! as in!!!! basta!!!! lam nio sumayaw pa aq dun!!! hehehe la lang... kasi 1,2 step yung song eh!!! basta!!! nakaktawa!!! nakakhiya din!!! marami palang nakakita!!! hehehe.... eniweiz!!!!!! tapos parang... today and yesterday hndi kami nagclase!!!! as in!!! ang saya!!! tapos nag braid lang kami ng hair!!! la lang.... tapos yung investigatory namin!!!?????? nakakainis nd nakakahiya!!! pero k lang... kasi!!!! naka 89 pa rin kami!!! hndi nga namin alam kung ano pinagsasabi namin doon eh!!! tapos nga pala!!! dumating yung dad ko!!!! so happi!!!!!!!!! hndi na aq lonely and... ewan??? basta!!! pero k lang... la lang.... SUPER BORING TALAGA SA BAHAY!!!!!!! AS IN... tapos sila kim, monica and nadz gimik ng gimik.. nakakinggit!!! pero k lang.... kasi !!! nakakains e!!! grounded aq!!! pero they still... parang comfort me or something??? basta??? parang ganun.. kea i dont feel lonely and that envious!!! they're really such great friends!!! as in!!! :):):):) so hapi na rin!!! la lang... tapos.... si JC???? la lang... basta!!! mis na mis ko na xa!!! super!!! ::):):):) eniweiz!!! what the week that was???? basta??? kung ano ano pa nangyari!! :):):):)

2005-02-28T13:14:00.000+08:00

well!!!! today is our exam in computer!!! practical exam!!! hehehe.. medyo madali lang.... pero magulo!!! hehehehe.. welll... you know!!! pauwi na dad ko!!! actually nand2 na xa!!! hndi lang kami nagkkta pa kc kaninang umaga siya dumating!!! wel!!!!! la lang.. malapit na exams!!! kinakabahan talaga aq!!! i promise to study!!! sana maka punta p aq sa honor roll!!!!! woo hoo hoo hoo!!!! :(:(:( hopefully!!!! la lang.. basta!!!! :):):):)

2005-02-28T11:41:00.000+08:00

well.. l8r uuwi na dad ko!!!! yehey!!! la lang... excited na talaga aq!!! as in!!! super!!!! nakakainis nga lang kaninang umaga kasi pinagalitan aq ng mom ko!!! pero k lang.... !!!!! la lang... excited talaga aq!!! yhey!!!!!super!!!!!! this is the moment ive been waiting for!!!!!! la lang.... :):):):):):) hope he's happy to see me nga lang..... baka kasi hndi xa happy eh!!!! cge!!!

2005-02-27T14:12:00.000+08:00

whew.... starting my day again... tomorrow would be another school day!!! im still sooo lazy!!!! but it's ok...... eniweiz!!!! cant figure out what shoe to buy... nothing is nice this season!!!!! but... hopefully i would find a nice one from pony... hehehe... cant figure out too what blog skin i should choose.... hehehe... my dad's coming home tommorrow!!!! im so excited!!! i miss him so much!!!!! you know??? he's the best dad in the world!!!! hehehhe.... anyway!!!! ill surf the net first!!! hope someone visits my blog!!! this blog!!! :):):):)

boring today!!!!!

2005-02-26T21:17:00.000+08:00

well...... today i a bit boring day.... kasi.... buong araw lang aq d2 sa house.. walang magawa!!! la lang.... hndi pa aq maka upload ng pix!!! hirap kasi eh!!! kelangan pa ng "hello" chuva something!!! whatever!!! kung ano man un!!! bakit ba kasi needed un???? la lang... buti pa xanga e!!! yuck!!! joke!!! (tapos naka blogspot aq????) (gulo???) la lang... basta boring talaga!! super !!! la lang... wala pang nagtatag!!!!! hehehehe puro aq lang.... corny!!! la lang... sana maging mas maganda itong blog ko!!! talaga!!! la lang.... malapit na kea umuwi dad ko!!! sa monday na!!! hehehe ano kea pasalubong nia??? mis ko na xa!!! super!!! la lang... :):):):)

welcome again!!!

2005-02-24T10:33:00.000+08:00

ei!!! this blog is sooooo... la lang... hope i can do better with this!!! la lang..... basta!!!!!

welcome to my blog!!!!

2005-02-17T11:47:00.000+08:00

ei!!!! this is my blog!!!! hope i can make it better!!! pls. add me to your linkS!!!!!!! love yah..... thanks....